June 2009
5 posts
deep as the ocean...no the bathtub
i dont seem to be a very deep person. its really starting to bother meh. because yes sometimes i contemplate life, but most of the time my head feels empty. i read some ppls blogs and they seem so deep and im like haha if only i could be this deep…no if only i had actual thoughts in my head. im a very plain person…or at least i come across as one if you havent met meh…ugh this is...
“Imagine there’s no Heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us...”
– John Lennon’s Imagine
April 2009
6 posts
“can i have your numba. can i have it?”
BABY
i read you last tumblr and i think that you still think it was me. but i told you i didnt tell her…and i didnt…i dont no if im the only one you confided in but i didnt say anything…and yes i agreed about some of it…and weve talked about this, and i no you are both mad…but im tired of being in the middle of every fight…and i didnt put myself in the middle of this...
This Goes Out To You...
Alright…i have to admit…i was creepin on some ppl…because i hadnt been on in awhile and i wanted to see what i had missed the last month or so…and then ive been reading new stuff to…and i just wanted to tell a few ppl some stuff…so her it goes. FIGSY…thanx for the mental hug if one of those was to meh…haha…and i agree with the whole politics...
Happy?
I have recently come to the conclusion that happiness is a figment of your imagination. It’s not real! Meaning the last two weeks of my life has been a lie! I’m not happy! My friends aren’t happy! The world isn’t happy! We are all suffering, and I can’t stand it! She doesn’t want to get out of bed, im in tears, shes got scars, she pretending, she needs a friend...
i felt like i was on top of the world. i thought nothing could go wrong…with the exceptions of school of course. but like always i was wrong. life isnt what it seems. dont try to escape society. you leave for a couple of days thinking even more peace. and you come back to chaos. and you dont no what to think about any of it. hmm…well im signin off again for another month or...
“to die would be a grand adventure”
– Peter Pan
February 2009
13 posts
drugs
Its hard to cope,
when your on dope.
it is no joke,
that drug called coke.
Did you see what happened to Beth,
while she was on meth.
You will surly be slain,
if your on cocaine.
you will fall,
if you mess with alcohol.
and will get a smack,
if your on crack
Drugs are bad,
and its quite sad
so just stay away,
and you wont go astray
How to Write a Poem...by Me
You start with a pen,
Then add some paper.
Now open your eyes;
Your heart;
Your mind.
Write what you see;
You feel;
You think.
Write about a flower;
A friend;
Even this piece of paper.
Write about your love;
Your joy;
Your sadness.
Write about your thoughts;
Your dreams;
Your failures.
Write with rhyme,
With rhythm,
Or with neither.
Write a limerick;
A lyric;
A...
today...and random people who make my day betta
another day at school…my best friends are AMAZING…amos the secret love of my life (shh)…who i would carry through the saharah desert on my back even if i was dying myself…cricket…wow…thats all i can say…we really fucked with him today haha…best day of my life…baby…your abused and mistreated…but i love you…and all your...
“We’ve got to stop this crazy carrying on
It’s gonna be the death of...”
– the ramones
family
a pet is a member of your family no matter how little, ugly, mean, or whatever, when you take them in they are your family. and you dont just pick up and leave your family behind when you move to a new house. thats like having a child and leaving it abandoned. you just dont do it. fuck whoever thinks you do
“Good Morning Star Shine, the World says Hello!”
– Willy Wonka
“i don’t want to get up because i have to pee”
– Meh! at dos in the morning
randomness at two (in the morning)
tonight… would have been better if boys… well if boys weren’t boys… i think i actually felt my hair grow… we’re on some funky shit… I’m really wishing we had gotten some numbers… or that bitch at the park… wasn’t a bitch… never hump a chipmunk… lilly is my bestest friend you should check this badass hoe out…...
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