imagine…my all time fav. song.
the perfect world
Im ABSOLUTLY and POSITIVLY in LOVE with GUGGENHEIM GROTTO look them up if you are clueless to who they are
i dont seem to be a very deep person. its really starting to bother meh. because yes sometimes i contemplate life, but most of the time my head feels empty. i read some ppls blogs and they seem so deep and im like haha if only i could be this deep…no if only i had actual thoughts in my head. im a very plain person…or at least i come across as one if you havent met meh…ugh this is frustrating…
Imagine there’s no Heaven
It’s easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there’s no countries
It isn’t hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace
You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say that I’m a dreamer
But I’m not the only one
I hope someday you’ll join us
And the world will live as one
i read you last tumblr and i think that you still think it was me. but i told you i didnt tell her…and i didnt…i dont no if im the only one you confided in but i didnt say anything…and yes i agreed about some of it…and weve talked about this, and i no you are both mad…but im tired of being in the middle of every fight…and i didnt put myself in the middle of this one and i would rather be left out…thanx a million.
Alright…i have to admit…i was creepin on some ppl…because i hadnt been on in awhile and i wanted to see what i had missed the last month or so…and then ive been reading new stuff to…and i just wanted to tell a few ppl some stuff…so her it goes. FIGSY…thanx for the mental hug if one of those was to meh…haha…and i agree with the whole politics stuff…its good to be aware of whats going on even if you cant really change it…and im sry that it is affecting your family…and if you ever decide to escape…my house is open to you =D…next is AMOS…you are my bestest friend in the entire world…and im sry that sometimes you feel neglected by your friends sometimes…i hope that i dont do that…but im am so very thankful that you are always there for meh…and are always open ears…i hope im a person you could talk to if you needed or just wanted to talk and vent to…so my ears are open to you too…and im sry your sister is being the way she is…i cant really relate to that situation…but i feel bad that your sister cant be your friend =C…then is LILLY…im not entirely sure of whats all going on with you right now…haha…but im here for you too…and im sry your sister is a druggie…and i hope you get your xbox 360 back…
But besides that i just wanted to tell everyone i had a pretty good day…and that despite that fact that i think i am severly bipolar…haha…and one minute things are good and the next bad…i am just lost and am going to go with the flow for now haha.
I have recently come to the conclusion that happiness is a figment of your imagination. It’s not real! Meaning the last two weeks of my life has been a lie! I’m not happy! My friends aren’t happy! The world isn’t happy! We are all suffering, and I can’t stand it! She doesn’t want to get out of bed, im in tears, shes got scars, she pretending, she needs a friend and sister, shes jealous, he can’t move on, he is all alone, hes being ridiculed. Where does it stop? When? This world is a piece of shit! We kill for no reason, we have more diseases and disorders than we no what to do with, blood is on all of our hands, we are scared of nothing but ourselves. Killers of life destroyers of senses. I just want to wake up from this nightmare of life. Peace doesn’t exist. It’s all a lie! We live just to die.It’s all in our heads, you may think I’m insane, but there is no other explanation for it, god is just a sheild some hide behind to explain what they cannot! Night World, maybe tomorrow will be better?
i felt like i was on top of the world. i thought nothing could go wrong…with the exceptions of school of course. but like always i was wrong. life isnt what it seems. dont try to escape society. you leave for a couple of days thinking even more peace. and you come back to chaos. and you dont no what to think about any of it. hmm…well im signin off again for another month or too…ill be back when life is normal again.
i love the rain.
i want it to rain.
im sick and tired of all this pain.
why cant it just rain.
Its hard to cope,
when your on dope.
it is no joke,
that drug called coke.
Did you see what happened to Beth,
while she was on meth.
You will surly be slain,
if your on cocaine.
you will fall,
if you mess with alcohol.
and will get a smack,
if your on crack
Drugs are bad,
and its quite sad
so just stay away,
and you wont go astray
You start with a pen,
Then add some paper.
Now open your eyes;
Your heart;
Your mind.
Write what you see;
You feel;
You think.
Write about a flower;
A friend;
Even this piece of paper.
Write about your love;
Your joy;
Your sadness.
Write about your thoughts;
Your dreams;
Your failures.
Write with rhyme,
With rhythm,
Or with neither.
Write a limerick;
A lyric;
A sonnet.
It can be short,
It can be long.
But with a poem,
You can’t go wrong.
my baby kitten heroin =D
